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In the Beginning May 19, 2009

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In one of my classes, we discussed the first line of Genesis and the words and letters in Hebrew that form it. Based on my understanding of Hebrew and the intentionalities of words and letters, if I were to translate the first line of Genesis, it would read as follows:
In a beginning of this thought, the Divine created mother earth and the beyonds and word to tell of this creation.

more August 25, 2008

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“There are two trees in the garden… and too much of religion is stuck at the wrong tree. Does it bring Life? Eat from that tree.”
–Rev. Yvette Flunder

!!apocalypse!! August 7, 2008

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(this is a first draft… I generally re-write things like this a few times… so maybe eventually I will have a better version of this. Right now, here it is.)

Sometimes I feel like the world is ending.

Global warming. Gas at $4.15. Are these not signs of the apocalypse? Our apocalypse. It’s the end of the world as we know it.

We are all going to die and it will be our own doing.



Either that, or this way of living must die.



So here is the apocalypse.

What was our sin? Was it sex? Was it homosexuality? Was it cussing or guns or rated-r movies? Was it video games or rap music or drugs?

No.

We did not destroy the world with “gayness” or abortion. We destroyed it with cars. We destroyed it with chemicals. We destroyed it with cities.

We destroyed it with arrogance.

Here is my midrash:

God gave us Eden and said, “This tree is forbidden. I gave you beautiful minds, beautiful bodies, a beautiful world. Please, do not eat from this tree… Do not be selfish. Remember my words and the words of others. Do not give into greed and eat the fruits you do not need.”

How arrogant we were. We said, “We can take this fruit! We can take our knowledge and make a better world! We can build tall buildings and make cars that can drive us places so quickly! Everyone will have cars! Cars for the world! Buildings for the world! Fields of stone and metal! We will genetically engineer food to be better! We will clone animals to be better! Who needs Love? Who needs compassion? We can make a better world with OBJECTS! ”

We thought we could create things outside the walls of Love. And we did. We created a world of meaningless materialism. We needed no Love to create such things.

God cried, but we did not hear God over our ipods and televisions.

We took the beautiful minds that God gave us, thanked God for God’s work in the most polite and ritualized ways. “Thank you, God. Thank you for the world you have given us to mold and play with. We looked at your plan, but we think we have a better one.”

God didn’t ban us from the garden. We marched out in the name of progress! Expansion! Westward, ho! We abandoned God in the garden. God stayed and watered the Tree of Life with God’s tears. God said, “I will keep watering this garden. I will keep crying.”

We dig into the Earth that is God’s body and God bleeds the oil. The Earth will die; it will run out of blood.

And God cries and we dig into God’s body. Hurricanes moan through the sky as God cries out in pain, “Stop! Stop! You are hurting me!”

We cry back, “God, why do you destroy us?!”

We do not see that it is we who destroy God.

Maybe, if we are willing to be silent,



if we are willing to place our hands to the Earth, to place our hands on God, we will hear God crying in the garden. Maybe we can learn to help God water the Tree of Life.

First with our tears, as we understand the weight of our abuse.

Then with the warm sunlight of Love.

We will listen to God and do God’s work. Turn off our televisions… and listen to God, look at God. Be in God and with God in the garden, nurturing the Tree of Life.

the value of genesis July 31, 2008

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What happened thousands of years ago in a garden doesn’t matter in my life today. The Eden story has morals and millions of interpretations. It is fascinating to go through the takes of Genesis; it is inspiring to hear the morals; it is a beautiful story. However, it’s a beautiful story whose historical value is nothing compared to its metaphorical value. The message of the Genesis story is not that God did create life or the specifics of how God did so. The messages worth drawing from the text are never that shallow. “Why?” is the question we should be continually asking. Why would God create Adam and Eve, knowing that they would fall? Why go through the trouble? I believe it was to give them choice. Humans are created not for the sake of God, but for the sake of humans. So that we will have the knowledge beyond fact and instinct: knowledge of conscious decision-making skills and a moral compass. So that humanity will have the ability to choose. God did it so we could have the choice to choose a way of living life and understand that choice.

I don’t think God created us for God or out of some kind of need. I don’t think that God needs anything… Because God is God. What could God possibly need from us? I think humanity exists for humanity’s sake. So that we can live and feel and love. Whatever pain or joy there may be in that, I find the most perfect beauty not based on how happy each of us are or the greater utility of the world, but because it is real… because everything has meaning to us and because that meaning is real. Without this world, there would be no love. God created love and we are a necessary part of that. God created meaning and we are a necessary part of that. For me, there is no more profound truth than the reality of meaning. That said, what the heck do I know, eh?

In any case, it is abundantly clear to me that the point of the creation story is not the specifics of how and when God created the world… that there were two people living someplace called “Eden” means squat. If the meaning you find in the creation story is that God is all-powerful and created the world out of nothing, you’re not reading Genesis with your “thinking cap” on.

Biblical literacy should not simply mean that the Bible has been read and that passages have been memorized; it should mean that available resources have been used to supplement the material so that it could be understood to the deepest extent possible. History, archaeology, biology, philosophy, sociology, linguistics, psychology, literature… all frameworks should be applied to best understand the Bible’s themes, context, and relevance. An interdisciplinary approach should be taken when studying the Bible instead of simply taking it at face value. It is stupidity to read the Bible at a literalist level since the Bible is, in fact, a translation that cannot fully translate over both language and history. Human advancement is in vain if we cannot use the brilliance of our species to understand that which we like to say has the most meaning.

If there is nothing anyone can take on faith, the most “sure” claim is that this world exists. And if there is a God and if God did create it or create us or create anything, then this is it. Beyond it? An afterlife… whatever, maybe. But this is here and I think I can know that much. If there is anything I should be working for, it should be this world, because I know it’s here and that if God created it, God must have liked the idea of it being around. If no one created it? Then everything I do matters because it is all that matters. I think I should be working for humanity and the betterment of it. I think I should be helping people where I can, whether that means being there for others when they are hurting or whether it means giving money to women trying to make lives for themselves in Africa. I believe that that means trying to respect this earth, to enjoy nature… whether that means not littering, driving a more gas-efficient car, or giving money to causes which try to save nature.

The most profound truth is the reality of meaning. If this creation/world/bang means anything, maybe we should act like it.

if i were to translate the first line of genesis July 30, 2008

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In one of my classes, we discussed the first line of Genesis and the words and letters in Hebrew that form it. Based on my understanding of Hebrew and the intentionalities of words and letters, if I were to translate the first line of Genesis, it would read as follows:

In a beginning of this thought, the Divine created mother earth and the beyonds and word to tell of this creation.